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i decided i want to be gay and join the many people that said happy 420 in their journals.
so
happy four twenty.
i did not get to talk to josh today and
that sucks because i really love him
a lot
cody called mee today
but i didn`t get to talk to him much :\
ohh man i took a nap on the trampoline after school
it was soo nice out
and! mum didn`t know what 420 was so i had
to explain it to her hahah
okay anyways
i think i`m going back to livejournal because no one seems to read or care about deadjournal anymore.
i`ll probably go back to o0oOo0o
whooo knows
four months is coming up wednesday
and muma/jodi`s birthday moonday
okay i`m really tired
goodnight
i hope everyone had a good dayy because i diddd =oX
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[19 Apr 2004|12:50am] |
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i guess that it is typical
to cling to memories
that you`ll never get back again
and to sort through old photographs
of a summer long ago
or a friend that you used to know
and there, below his frozen face
you wrote the name and that ancient date
and you can`t believe she`s really gone
when all that`s left is a fucking song
i`m sorry about the phone call and waking you
i know that it is late
but thank you for talking because i needed to
some things just can`t wait
when did we stop wanting the same thing?
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[16 Apr 2004|01:53am] |
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Nightmare line: Oh my god rachael miano tonight was amazing.
rachael miano: loll why was it amazing :x
Nightmare line: because yOU!
rachael miano: :-X
Nightmare line: the trampoline! oh and the stars that was soo prettyyy driving with dan for jodi presents the movie that wasnt very scary at all your kisses are orgasmic ahhh
rachael miano: no they are not :P
Nightmare line: YES yess they are!
Nightmare line: and you know it
ihavethebestboyfriendever
i really don`t like this movie.
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[15 Apr 2004|01:12am] |
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tori is sleeping on my lap and she`s twitching and snoring and it`s so cute ohh my god i love her =o)
tomorrow josh josh tomorrow
<3
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[12 Apr 2004|02:03pm] |
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SECTiON 1 ABOUT YOURSELf
+ Known as: rachael
+ Gender: female
+ Age: sixteen
+ Lives in: latham
+ Birthday: june 9th
+ School: sh sh shhaaker
+ Ethnicity: guess
+ Religion: i don`t really know
+ Shoe size: ten or ten and a half
+ Hair color: reddish sort of brownish
+ Eye color: grEen
+ Style: i have no style :P
+ Fears: the dark, everything.
SECTiON 2 HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? i suppose
+ Fallen off the bed? ohh unfortunately
+ Fallen for a relative? noo
+ Broke someone`s heart? maybe
+ Had your heart broken? blah
+ Had a dream come true? yesss
+ Done something you regret? too many things
+ Cheated on a test? of course
SECTiON 3 CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? star pajamie pants, tealish?shirt, jodi`s blue hoodie
+ Listening to? i have just redescovered weezer<3
+ Reading? the lovely bones
+ Located? bizasement partaay
+ Chatting with? no one why do you think i`m doing this.
+ Watching? kayla playing the sims
+ Should REALLY be doing? art and chem projects
SECTiON 4 DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? yes of course
+ Like anybody? oh i love you
+ Have any piercing? i have my ears and if i can get the courage to do it i`m getting my tongue pierced today
+ Drive? not yett
+ Believe in Santa Claus? why not
+ Drink? occasionally
+ Smoke? occasionally not cigarettes though eww
+ Got a cellphone? my mom wants to get me one but i won`t let her
+ Got a pager? no
SECTiON 5 FRiENDS...
+ Who is your best? jodi, kayla, jayme, kyle, cait, kaitlin, and jooooshua but i kiss him too
+ Who do I hate? kat fucking diee and that girl and the other one
+ Who is the shyest? mm my friends aren`t really shy
+ Who is the most talkative? kayla
+ Who is the cutest? josh =o*
+ Who laughs the most? KAYLAA
+ Who have you known the longest? jodi<3
+ Who have you known the shortest? joshua
+ Who do you miss the most? kaitlin is in france =o(
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? no one or jodi or my sister
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? mhm
+ Do you trust your friends? mostly
+ Are you a good friend? i try =o\
+ Can you keep a secret? yess
SECTiON 6 THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? jodi
+ Kissed? josh
+ Gave Kisses? josh
+ IMed? joosh again
+ Talked to on the phone? jayme
+ Yelled at? tori
+ Fell in love with? josh =o)
SECTiON 7 PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? writer pleeeaase =o(
+ What has been the best day of your life? that`s a really hard question something with jodi though
+ What comes first in your life? my peeeps
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? <3boyfriend
+ What are you most scared of? getting left behind, people dying
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? random things
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? he loves me again
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? one =o\
+ Love your family? yes<3them
+ Love your friends? mhmhm soo much<3<3
+ Have you fought? what lol
SECTiON 8 FAVORITE...
+ Movie: a lot of them thank you
+ Song: at the moooment maps - the yeah yeah yeahs.. but it changes a lot
+ Group: bright eyes, the postal service, dashboard, brand new eccttt
+ Store: pet stores even though they`re really sad =o\
+ Relative: daniel morgan
+ Sport: baseball
+ Ice Cream Flavor: mm cotton candy
+ Fruit: kiwi i miss you jayme
+ Candy: red skittles thank you
+ Holiday: halloween
+ Day of the Week: saturday
+ Time: whenever i`m with you =o*
+ Color: purple and green and blue
+ Name for a Girl: skyler or ava
+ Name for a Boy: adan
+ Favorite spot for a date: my couch =o)
+ Quote: oh i don`t know.
SECTiON 9 DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? mhmhm
+ Like to give kisse? yess
+ Like to walk in the rain? ohh god i love rain
+ Prefer black or blue pens? depends on the day and the pen
+ Like to travel? i love it
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side usually but tummie when i can`t sleep
+ Think you're attractive? eww die
+ Have a goldfish? i have pretty fishies =o)
+ Ever have the falling dream? eek yes
+ Have stuffed animals? mhm a lot
SECTiON 10 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
+ Abortion: ehh i`m pretty much prochoice
+ Bill Clinton: is hotttt
+ Smoking: i hate cigarettes more than i hate kat
+ Eating Disorders: really not very smart and i feel bad for people with them and think they need to seek help.
+ Suicide: i`d rather not talk about it i`m completely fucking scared of it at this point.
+ Summer: <3
+ Tattoos: often very ugly but sometimes amazing most of the time they just look really random on people though like just this random drawing on their back and it looks gay
+ Piercings: lip rings on boys = +++ most of the time aand other than that it depends on the person
+ Make-up: i wear it. it`s stupid.
SECTiON 11 THIS OR THAT...
+ Pierced nose or tongue? i HATE nose piercings ew fucking disgusting
+ Single or taken? takenn
+ MTV or BET? no thank you
+ 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? 7th heaven, hands down.
+ Sugar or salt? salt
+ Silver or gold? silver i hate gold
+ Chocolate or flowers? depends
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? depends on the picture
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles mmm
+ Stay up late or sleep in? don`t those go together? they aren`t opposite stupid.
+ Hot or cold? warm and breezy
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? spring
+ Happy or sad? happy
+ Wonder or amazement? amazement
+ McDonald's or Burger King? wendys
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian mm noodles
+ Lights on or off? off
+ Candy or soda? soodddaa
+ Pepsi or Coke? pepsi coke is for sluts and losers
come on kayla and jodi WAKE UP
sleep is gaayy
i miss my boyfriend
i want to kidnap jayme
i want to do something
i`m so fucking bored.
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i love you
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danielmurphyyouaremyhero.
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well my dear
i give up, you win.
i`m not trying anymore
i can`t take it
though i doubt you`ll even care.
iloveyou.
i really do.
[[ whoever said to have loved and lost ]]
[[ is better than never loving ]]
[[ never felt like this ]]
i can`t wait until this just stops.
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[06 Apr 2004|05:55pm] |
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like a cancer: i don't know what his problem is i don't see why its so difficult to just talk to you about it
ka
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i`m dead.
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01: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"I don`t imbibe in caffine when i`m nursing. And three tea cakes - please - that is, if you have enough."
02: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
my drawing that`s due tomorrow
03: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
some weird reality show
04: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
1:10
05: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
1:13
06: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
the fish tank, people walking upstairs,and kayla talking upstairs
07: When did you last step outside?
i just came in
08: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
jodi`s friend page
09: What are you wearing?
greyish jeans,light purple/dark purple stripped shirt,and a brand new hoodie
10: Did you dream last night?
i dreamed that i was in school and kyle was back from florida? and josh was there and he had his arm around me and we were walking down a very empty d hall except for kyle at his locker and we were going really slowly towards him and we finally got there and he disappeared and i woke up..
11: When did you last laugh?
not long ago with kayla<3
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
pictures that jodi and josh drew, a picture of this lady, wall hanger things with fake pink flowers, a clock, picture of angels on clouds
13: Seen anything weird lately?
ms greycon?
14: What do you think of this quiz?
don`t ask that
15: What is the last film you saw?
at home.. moulin rouge with jodi but we didn`t really watch and in theaters uhh big fish i think?
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
anything my mom wanted.. then the house me and jodi are designing.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i love josh piel =o\
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
yeah a four day week
19: Do you like to dance?
oh of course. =o) but only with jodi and a few others
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
anyone that is against gay marriages like that is just stupid and closed minded
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
ava
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
adan
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
i`d love it.
oh oh what to do.
time to visit kayla upstairs.
i love you i love you <3
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dear josh,
i got my hair cut. i hope you like it.
love,
rachael.
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STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT MARIA I DON`T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE.
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//
Nightmare line: wow
Nightmare line: that tells me alot rachael
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dear josh,
happy anniversary !~@$#~!!!#
i love you so
so
soosososo
much.
forever lyke omg
<3
loveeee,
rachael
today kayla came over
and you knnoowww what
she`s gona be here all week.
that`s right.
a whole week.
who`s excited?
that`s right i ammmmmmmmm.!
i gota go dye her hair now =o)
byebye
iloveyousomuchjoshuailoveyouyouoyooyouyouiloveyou.
<3!
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Nightmare line: i'm coming over today
eee =o)
iloveyou.
ohh i am running soso late.
goodbye
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i do NOT want to do it i do not want to at all i have will power i don`t want to no fucking way no more never again think about what will happen see i told you you don`t fucking want to do it rachael.
oh
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i`m going insane
jodi where are you i need you so bad.
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josh is here
i love him =o)
i`m gona go kiss him now.
byeee
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if
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this very moment
i woudln`t fear.
for i have never known completeness
like being here
wrapped in the warmth of you
loving every breath of you
still my heart this moment
or it might burst.
oh i love mornings when there`s a lot of people here
jodi dan kayla and kaitlin all slept on my floor last night
it was like land mines when it`s really dark and you really have to pee =o)
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou<3
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You're Babar the King!
by Jean de Brunhoff
Though your life has been filled with struggle and sadness of late,
you're personally doing quite well for yourself. All this success brings responsibility,
though, and should not be taken lightly. Life has turned from war to peace, from damage
to reconstruction, and this brings a bright new hope for everyone you know. These hopeful
people look to you for guidance, and your best advice to them is to watch out for snakes.
You're quite fond of the name "Celeste".
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
that was a good quiz.
i like babar =o[
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